#49

Another sleepless night with a familiar dream

Every night waking to some horrible scene

It's always you who haunts me it seems

I feel like I'm an adult, but act like a teen

I've known it was the best for both of us

That doesn't mean I'm content with this

All because some lack of your trust

Now I only think of our final kiss

Like a book buried in the depths

I'm the treasure you haven't discovered yet

I love you so much it makes me inept

You've turned your head like we've never met

#48

It's that moment of uncomfortable silence

Staring into each others eyes with no words

Afraid of how things will come out

Or a complete lack of words in this moment

When they were so carefully thought out

Everything is simple until face to face

Everything then breaks down and you're lost

The feeling in the pit of your stomach

You know what's right, but you can't do it

So you suffer until you go and suffer until the end