#50

And you weren't invited to my breakdown
But you were surely the only one to attend
I was able to contain my insanity
Simply for a public facade
When we both knew I was gone

Apparition! You are the ghost
My memories and dreams haunt me
You're the starring role
I've found myself hiding in the dark
Soon to be swallowed into the hole

Self medicated went nowhere
Unmedicated gave me more illusions
Sifting through the papers in the dark
I can't see you've said, you can't see me scream
I don't need to see, I know these verses so well