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First off, I want you to be aware that I am not here to amuse you. These are merely random thoughts I have that I've decided to put here. If you don't like it, that's fine, the blog will continue without you. If you enjoy it, or take something from anything here, then I'm glad I helped you in some way.

This particular grouping of words and punctuation marks is something I wrote not too long ago:

Take this, no maybe don't. You can have it if you want. I'm done with this, maybe you'll want them. Maybe not. Nothing is full of certainty. In fact nothing has any certainty, not even a fact. In 1,000 years everything you know as a fact will be false. How's that for certainty?

The only things that are real are what you truly believe. If you can't trust in in, then let it go. Why, why? Why waste the time and effort. It's never worth it. Never. It's always what you can't have. You can't have it, don't waste your time. Feelings are worse, you can't take a vicodin to relieve the pain. It's something that won't go away.

You may have been put here for a reason, but I swear to god that whatever it is, you won't like it or understand it, because nothing is what you will expect. Anything you expect will be shattered and crushed up like a fucking line for a coke head and be gone in an instant. Let it all fucking go. Listen to no one. Listen to yourself. If it feels good, even if for a moment, then by fucking god it's good.

You determine your "fate." You determine everything. Try it.