#4

Sometimes things just work. If they don't then you're usually disappointed. Rightfully so. I think that, though, maybe we should just have been happy to have had the chance. I guess it's better to look at things that way and be happy than wallow in doubt/sorrow. I can't really follow my own advice to be honest, but I'm going to try next time.

Honestly, I'm embarrassed by what I write and don't want anyone to read it. Then there's a small part of me that says, "It'd be cool if someone read this and actually enjoyed it." Always that self-doubt about anything. I could say I don't care, but honestly this is something I somewhat care about. Most of it is just random thoughts that occur as I'm typing, but sometimes it's something I've been working on.

No one wants to be a failure.